its been a while !!! hahaha
I've been busy with gaming and university life so far, so I never really remember to blog anymore until, one of my friend actually said that she's following my blog!!
oh well, I'm busy using twitter and facebook as well :D
A lot of things happened since my last post.
I figured that I'm a simple but complicated person.
I do care for the people I care and I don't give a damn to others that I don't care.
means I'm one of a hell selfish person!
hahahha.
anyways..
few months back I had a ungrateful life. I kept thinking stuff, and about people as well.
I kept feeling down and was afraid that people / friends more likely around me deserve someone better than me to be their friends, best friends, etc.
and honestly I am a negative thinker myself.
but recently, i feel that maybe i have to change the way i think. maybe i need to look at it in a positive way.
So, once again i became selfish.
they might be happy to have me, they might not. but I am happy with them, so I'll just stay. ;D
and I found out that people changed. sooner or later.. a bit or a lot.. in a good way or in a bad way..
that makes me cannot really trust people. everything in this world is a lie.
that's sux!
I don't even know whether what they told me was the truth. cause, as far as im concerned the truth always harsh.
yea, so life's sucks, but yet we have to continue living.
that's the update about thoughts and feelings. XD
so I'm trying not to care about my feelings.
cause ' when you care less you wont get hurt as much ' and hell yea thats true!
next subject!
I keep thinking about my future. I'm not sure which way I want to go to.
after I graduate I mean.
1. work
2. master
3. study languages
I haven't really discuss this with my parents, well they know. but we haven't really talk about it. I guess I still have some times to think. about 1 year.
for now, I figured that I don't like studying that much. oh well who does? hahahaa
my dream since I was in junior high was to be famous.
and nope, I didnt chase it cause its kinda impossible.
but hey nothing's impossible, so I'd like to give it a try now.
hope it's not to late.
so yea.. that's my dream..
not inside the list after i graduate though. but I was wondering if I can do master in music/film. that would be interesting and torturing ><
So, i'll see how it goes.
so I guess that's all for now.
see you guys when I see u :P
