Wednesday 3 March 2010

what's new? :D

Hi guys!! what's up?!

I haven't been blogging since I was busy practice my driving!!!!
I was soooo excited! and I got my driving license! and HELL YEA IM HAPPY!! hahahha
now I can go anywhere I want to without having to wait for my parents..=.=

Oh, well since I'm in Singapore now, I can't really drive... *sad face*
but, whatever :D

humm .. sooooo
I started school on march 2nd.
school is much more fun than before..
especially now I have lots of good friends around! ;D

OH!! I guess its a showing gratitude time :p

So, first of all I'd like to thank TEPH! my crazy chubby best friend! that always there for me..although she's in US and I'm in singapore.
but hell where are ya these days?? i've been looking for you! u said u wanna study together through skype!!! hahaha
I love you dude!
next, I'd like to thank my "mom" not my real mom though.. that has been a good friend of me.. a very good listener and adviser :D
I love you so much too =)
We had a lot of talks the other day.. lots of different interest... but opposite attract? :D
same like teph.. hahaha.. omg.. just realised though o_O
and for tante.. I love you too!!! wish u can play again =(
from what mom always said.. I guess me and tante has a similar characteristic? o.O
well kind of, perhaps.. hahahah


let's move on,
to my another BFF in INDO!!! omg! I miss u girls so muuchh
I'm so sorry I can't make it last holiday.. you guys were busy for mid term exam, and I was busy trying to get the DRIVING LICENSE! ;p
but I love u girls! always have, always will =)
Let's go travel somewhere! ;D


Last, but not least
my friends in JCU! :D
Made, Fel,Mel, Dewi, Ajib, San2.. u guys are cool! =)
glad i met u guys here.. if not my days would be soooo boring in a boring campus :p

for LOVINA! hahaha my primary sch BFF :P
I miss u too T_T
we haven't been talking for so long, i'm so sorry for that..

well I guess.. thats about it .. wkwkwk

I was doing a blog on interactive marketing subject... not bad.. I love bloggin! as long as I remember to write.. hhahaha :D

I might be an emo person sometimes, but its always a HAPPY AWESOME times with you guys xD

soooo...
I'll stop here..
till we meet again? :p


Monday 22 February 2010

hi guyyss

its been a while !!! hahaha
I've been busy with gaming and university life so far, so I never really remember to blog anymore until, one of my friend actually said that she's following my blog!!
oh well, I'm busy using twitter and facebook as well :D

A lot of things happened since my last post.
I figured that I'm a simple but complicated person.
I do care for the people I care and I don't give a damn to others that I don't care.
means I'm one of a hell selfish person!
hahahha.
anyways..
few months back I had a ungrateful life. I kept thinking stuff, and about people as well.
I kept feeling down and was afraid that people / friends more likely around me deserve someone better than me to be their friends, best friends, etc.
and honestly I am a negative thinker myself.

but recently, i feel that maybe i have to change the way i think. maybe i need to look at it in a positive way.
So, once again i became selfish.
they might be happy to have me, they might not. but I am happy with them, so I'll just stay. ;D


and I found out that people changed. sooner or later.. a bit or a lot.. in a good way or in a bad way..
that makes me cannot really trust people. everything in this world is a lie.
that's sux!

I don't even know whether what they told me was the truth. cause, as far as im concerned the truth always harsh.

yea, so life's sucks, but yet we have to continue living.

that's the update about thoughts and feelings. XD
so I'm trying not to care about my feelings.
cause ' when you care less you wont get hurt as much ' and hell yea thats true!



next subject!

I keep thinking about my future. I'm not sure which way I want to go to.
after I graduate I mean.

1. work
2. master
3. study languages

I haven't really discuss this with my parents, well they know. but we haven't really talk about it. I guess I still have some times to think. about 1 year.
for now, I figured that I don't like studying that much. oh well who does? hahahaa

my dream since I was in junior high was to be famous.
and nope, I didnt chase it cause its kinda impossible.
but hey nothing's impossible, so I'd like to give it a try now.
hope it's not to late.
so yea.. that's my dream..
not inside the list after i graduate though. but I was wondering if I can do master in music/film. that would be interesting and torturing ><
So, i'll see how it goes.


so I guess that's all for now.

see you guys when I see u :P